Tag: poetry

When My Mind and My Heart Align

Oftentimes, it feels like my mind and my heart are in disagreement.

My mind is like a critical parent telling me what’s practical and what is doable.

My heart is like a child in a fantasy land which wants everything nice and pretty.

When I follow my mind, the little child inside me is not happy, it is constantly aching.

When I try to follow the child’s ideals, I fall on my face and bruise myself.

The rare moments happen when both the parent and the child agree on something.

It feels like the entire universe aligns for me when my mind and my heart align.

So now-a-days people call me picky and perfectionist, but I wait patiently for my mind and my heart’s agreement on things, as both the parent and the child must work together.

Indeed the grand vision of my life is fulfilled when every part of me is in harmony with one another.

We Will Meet Again

We will meet again.

We will meet again when the time is right.

And the universe has arranged it’s set-up so the stars align so bright.

I do believe that we crossed our paths for a reason.

We will meet when karma comes to a closed-loop, and God has made his decision.

The hardships of life have swamped me now, and I don’t know about you.

But we will meet again when we are meant to do.

Not sure what will happen then?

Will we hug each other like the long lost friends?

Will we live happily ever after then?

Or will that be again another end?

But have the patience for now, as I am sure when the time is right, we will meet again.

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How Can Our Designs Complete?

How Can Our Designs Match?

I keep hearing that matches are made in heaven.

But it seems like most of us waste our lives with miss-matches,

while our matches might be going through the same agony with someone else.

It would have been better if we were given some broken half birthmarks with intricate and unique designs so that we could search for our other halves easily.

We could post ads everywhere to find the right match for our incomplete designs.

The story of us finding our love could be like those cliche movie scenes where siblings separated at birth are met many years later matching their lockets.

The Paradise of My Imagination

Not sure if there is really a life after death…

Or if there are really heavens and hells in the afterlife….

Even if there are, I am not sure where I will be after I die…

I also heard that no human sense can comprehend how magnificent the heavens can be.

But I think for now heaven and hell are in our mind…

That’s why I created my own paradise in my mind with the things that I adore.

There are birds, critters, kittens, heavenly babies, trees, flowers, and foliage.

But most importantly there is a soothing waterfall…

with glistening water stream running down constantly with a gentle soothing sound.

The time is neither morning nor evening, dawn, or dusk.

I am sitting on the bank of this waterfall in the warm coziness of angelic vibes of babies, kittens, and critters. There is a small, cozy hut nearby where I rest in my comfy bed or look through the window to see the green hills, the waterfall, and the sky with a cup of tea and a nice book to read.

I don’t know if there is a heaven or hell in the afterlife or what is out there waiting for me after I die…

But I sure have created this paradise in my mind…

I open it whenever the world is cruel outside….

It’s a gateway I created in my mind to rest my soul in peace.

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Now you can hear the recitation with awesome visuals:

“Let Me Set You Free”

Oh my vulnerable heart, let me set you free!

I created this cage to hide you from the plain sights of this brutal world.

I take great care of you and keep you on guard.

I see too many hearts- beaten, broken, torn into pieces.

I keep you safe so that you don’t go through the same as others have gone.

But you wish to be strong and mature now.

It is time to set you free and let you fly.

Do what it pleases you and don’t regret …

This brutal world can no longer hold you back.

Because now you are part of the infinite sky.

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“My Mind Is A Fortress”

Revisiting the state of my mind for those who don’t know it.

My mind is a fortress, a sacred place atop of the imaginary tallest mountain.

I meditate there and connect with the source of my supreme power (God). This is the place of my inspiration and creativity.

Do you know what is truly intimate?

To welcome someone into their inner sacred world of dreams, hopes, visions, and fantasy.

There is a secret passage leading to the top of that fortress roof. There is no door, it is always open.

But no one knows how to get there unless I guide them towards my inner self.

There is a problem with this secret place. And the problem is that there is an entry upon my guidance, but there is no hypothetical exit.

Rarely I volunteer to show my inner sacred mind to others. 

But if you ever found it, you might enter as you please but you take an exit only with my permission.

I trust no one to let them be here.

But if I trust you and you broke that trust, you are forever alienated in a dark hypothetical cell of this fortress where you sometimes feel the gentle cool breeze coming from the high ventilator above, but can never see the sky.

No matter, where you go, you might be thinking that you are living your life, but you forever will be in that dark place of my mind, because you took my real intimacy for granted. 

And this is your punishment from me.

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