Tag: visions

When My Mind and My Heart Align

Oftentimes, it feels like my mind and my heart are in disagreement.

My mind is like a critical parent telling me what’s practical and what is doable.

My heart is like a child in a fantasy land which wants everything nice and pretty.

When I follow my mind, the little child inside me is not happy, it is constantly aching.

When I try to follow the child’s ideals, I fall on my face and bruise myself.

The rare moments happen when both the parent and the child agree on something.

It feels like the entire universe aligns for me when my mind and my heart align.

So now-a-days people call me picky and perfectionist, but I wait patiently for my mind and my heart’s agreement on things, as both the parent and the child must work together.

Indeed the grand vision of my life is fulfilled when every part of me is in harmony with one another.

“My Mind Is A Fortress”

Revisiting the state of my mind for those who don’t know it.

My mind is a fortress, a sacred place atop of the imaginary tallest mountain.

I meditate there and connect with the source of my supreme power (God). This is the place of my inspiration and creativity.

Do you know what is truly intimate?

To welcome someone into their inner sacred world of dreams, hopes, visions, and fantasy.

There is a secret passage leading to the top of that fortress roof. There is no door, it is always open.

But no one knows how to get there unless I guide them towards my inner self.

There is a problem with this secret place. And the problem is that there is an entry upon my guidance, but there is no hypothetical exit.

Rarely I volunteer to show my inner sacred mind to others. 

But if you ever found it, you might enter as you please but you take an exit only with my permission.

I trust no one to let them be here.

But if I trust you and you broke that trust, you are forever alienated in a dark hypothetical cell of this fortress where you sometimes feel the gentle cool breeze coming from the high ventilator above, but can never see the sky.

No matter, where you go, you might be thinking that you are living your life, but you forever will be in that dark place of my mind, because you took my real intimacy for granted. 

And this is your punishment from me.

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